The dream of an affair

 A year, a wonderful time,

we had found each other on the Internet, especially at a time when I was no longer interested in an affair.
Everything I had got to know so far did not correspond to my ideas, not to my dreams.

So it happened that one morning I looked, left mail and you wrote me at the same time!
A little research I refused your email address.
I don't write after a man, I gave you my email address again, with the note:
"You can get in touch!"
I dismissed the thought, because the picture I saw reflected a dream man.

Even before I shut down the computer, I had an email:
Greetings from the stylish Ludger, have a nice day!

A smile and that hasty surprise filled the day.
Two or three emails filled the Christmas season and when I thought of you again at the beginning of January, I let go of my thoughts:

Dear Jutta, I am now working in Oldenburg for a year and I would love to get to know you soooo!
It doesn't matter, you decide!

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12 months, where have you gone, just there

I am reading one of your little emails again, knowing that it will be the last time!
Wonderful hours, insane conversations, so much in common and always on the lookout - "Don't fall in love, you can't do that!"

In my mind I take one step forward, two backward!
The last evening, drive or not?
In an SMS you write:
Honey, it's not the last evening, we'll see you again, I promise !!!

For me it should be the last evening, I'll clear the way for the woman you met weeks ago in your hometown.

A farewell

evening with a special touch: It's Christmas again, it's snowing a little outside. The way to you, now just under an hour, because your job is now in Bremen!
I know that the next job is in the Sauerland in January and then there is the new one, Sandra. 49 years, never married, no children, live for the job!
No matter, a farewell

evening with a special touch: sweets are your passion and so I buy little flat Santa Clauses and a bottle of sparkling wine!
My head is playing all afternoon.
Finally after work!

I take off my clothes, stand naked in front of the mirror, the cold lets buds grow, only hold-ups and shoes, nothing more.
My breasts, quickly wrapped in a large red bow and covered with a long, light fur coat.
Just one thought while driving: If something happens to you now, it will be terribly cold next to a police officer.
Drive carefully!!!!

I enter your apartment, mask directly into your living room / bedroom. A hot kiss as a greeting on high heels.
Your hand runs over the soft fur of my coat to my bottom, you reach for it, again, look at me briefly in amazement, continue kissing.
Rousing kiss, the coat slowly leaves my body, you kiss my shoulders and I stand there as you only thought you would have guessed it!

We kiss, I spoil you with my lips while we lie in your bed again.
I can see how you are sunk in passion, in a cozy light, plus the sparkling sparkling wine in the glass.
Now is the time to deliver my Christmas present to you.

I ask you: do you trust me? A resounding "yes".
I reach into my handbag, which I deliberately put down within reach, and pull out a soft, long scarf that smells of me.
You look and I close your eyes and see how cute you are lying there!
Kisses, feelings and noises fill the moment. At the same time I take your hands and fasten them to the bar of the bed at your head end.
Tension fills the room, your body is warmed up and I put lots of little Santa
Clauses on your chest, your body, your thighs and feed you with a Santa Claus as if it were a sucking stick.
While you enjoy the chocolate over your tongue, I enjoy your steadfastness. Pre-liquid mixed with chocolate.
I suck you, heat you up and see how the chocolate slowly begins to melt in the intoxication of lust.
My legs, my breasts stroke your body and keep moving the chocolate men back into place.

You don't feel me anymore, you hear my lust and the rising noises, I moan, while your curiosity and pure lust increase me, you unleash yourself.
Now searching with your hands, you open the scarf. I'm lying opposite and the only thing you see spontaneously is a melting Santa Claus
in my muschi. You shake your head what kind of woman? We love each other, we ride and we rub our bodies together. The chocolate has
smeared our bodies and our tongues cannot let go of each other. Total madness, but so cool. The laundry, with chocolate and ****** ready for
the washing machine.

After a shower together and a lot of laughter, we enter the restaurant, take my coat from me, your look, your question:
honey, you have something underneath now, right?
Look me in the eye while eating, review what I have just experienced and grin.
I know that you have had many women in your life, but that was a new experience!
We spend the night, don't sleep, keep making love and watch it get light!

Saying goodbye is the order of the day, the unstoppable moment!
I'm standing at your car, we kiss and I hear your voice:
I wish you a wonderful Christmas, I've already got a great intoxicating gift from you!

For a second I answer: I would have done it and turn to the car ..................

..but already in the car, I realize again, for a life together enough but not feasible!


..... and so I read under every mail - Will we see you this year?
..... and I write - think so!
..... I wouldn't do it with you again, because I want to enjoy and keep these memories as an experience!

Enjoy having lived the thought and the knowledge of erotic fulfillment !!!